it is incredible that you don't see me. i am ripping into existence right now! i am a fucking super nova right there in your living room! your carpet tears open, your tv tables slip in! don't you feel my tearing through the veil? don't you feel my stepping forth in terrible and awesome temporary being? i am a blip in time. i am the first, the second, the infinite coming! i am here, goddammit! i am here! - a toothpick in the stacks))))